We were done.
You reopened the doors of communication TWICE.
I said okay to make you happy and you know this.
I had somewhat moved on
You had moved on. Right?
Spend the rest of your life with who? Right?
Took four months to find the love of your life? Right?
Some are lucky
Bound to be happy
Even though I do not want you
That hurt a little
Numbness to hurt to anger
If you had moved on why reopen my wounds?
I understand that hurt people hurt people
I had dreams of growing old with you
Taking walks along the sand
Kissing you gently
forever holding your hand
I would have sacrificed everything for you
Loved you more than me at times and I still don’t know why
I still get surprised
If its real love I dont believe there can be much good in goodbye
There was no good in our previous goodbyes
They were never solid like our “relationship”
Destined to fail
Sink to the bottom of ocean like that Titanic ship
How long were we together?
You knew it wouldn’t last forever yet I was the one to blame
Because I said it wouldn’t work
And You said same
Not a playa but you played the game
I just don’t understand
I want you to be happy
let me be happy too
Set as many boundaries as you like as if I still want to be with you
Please don’t talk to me
Save that for the next girl
I can’t take this fuckery
One day you love me
The next day you *insert bs* me?
Whether I care or cared
She keeps me warm now
Shelters me from the storm
I don’t want to ruin that
You’re the type of luggage i should have left at the airport
Not as stable as I first thought
I love you but its clear to see that we were just not meant to be
It was a different feeling. Her lips were cold. Wrapped up in her arms I used to feel at home. Security. It was different. I didn’t smell her. I just realised that. Comfort from her scent? Gone. I still love her though. You can’t stop loving someone. Right?
I hate virgos. They let me fall in love then they leave
happy birthday, Granddad. I miss you. I hope you’re okay. Do you hear me when I say good morning to you? I hope so.
I love you.
I feel so lonely at times. You keep me sane enough. No one really understands. Maybe I’m just crazy. Maybe my standards are too high. Maybe no one gives a fuck about anyone except themselves. Life.
Can you see me? Hear me? Give me a sign.
I’ll make you proud.
If you can hear me i love you more.